Obliviate! Avada Kedavra!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part I was simply awesome! Although I always fail to enter the cinema for the introduction part..1st time was i did not realise there was an intro, 2nd time was late too...guess it wasn't meant to be...

Anyway, I watched it twice...in the same week, on Wed, 12.30pm, 17 Nov 2010 (Hari Raya Qurban) with Sutha, that time was so adamant on watching it ASAP! And 2nd time with Wolfy on Sat, early bird, 20 Nov 2010, 11.45am.

Both times I shut my eyes when Nagini (Bathilda Bagshot) attacked Harry Potter at Godric's Hollow!! Terribly horrible!!

1st time I missed more as I wasn't prepare for the ugly scenes! I rmbr when I first watched HP, I didn't even dare look at Voldermort!

It was our 1st outing, me and Sutha, and he was so kind to fetch me. We had like our adventure, walking round and round Pyramid to search for Robot Sushi, end up deciding not to have that cuz it looked "dodgy", went to Sushi Zanmai and it only opened at 12pm, and we ended up at Sakae Sushi. Haha, what a memorable lunch.

After the movie, we even shopped around for a while. Went to Sinma and bought 3 scrunchies. Bought Dad his Xmas prezzie, RM 19 maroon Camel T-shirt. Bought Mom and Sis Siew Bao, Portugese tarts and other goodies. And also went to Marks&Spencer and bought Dad a bar of chocolate digestive biscuits, which he kept complaining abt the price!

For Wolfy, it was our 2nd outing. After all these years we've known each other, the 1st time we met was at Sunway Pyramid, had Sushi Zanmai, watched a Chinese movie, 3 Kingdoms. Hung out at Popular bookstore and had dinner at SS19.

This time it was Harry Potter, Italiannies, Popular for him while I went hunting for my Annual Dinner dress. Then Kim Gary for terrible 'HK Milk Tea' before we headed home, with a full full tummy!

Sunday, yday, I went to parents to paint Pearlpoint. Hard work it was! Am so glad I studied hard and do not need to be a painter. The paint smell made me nauseous and horrible!!

After all these years, I always wished HP was true, that magic wands and Hogwarts existed. Life needs some magic sometimes. Especially at times like this...

Today I was called into the room, to face my mgr, fmf and SIC, tmx. I think it was mainly due to my poor coaching of the new junior, that I created a horrible impression of myself and she is afraid of me, or more aptly put, SHE HATES ME.

I can feel it and I know she has all the right in the world to hate me for sms-ing her 6am in the morning. Well, it was Kim that spit out the story, while feli, jas was thr too. I tot I'd be mad at her. But no, I am more mad at myself for committing such a crime and allowing this to happen.

Sorry is all I can say. Sorry to her for causing her to have such a terrible memory. Sorry to myself for such actions that will haunt me and my career forever.

Just feeling so down down down........

I dare say I did put in a lot of effort in coaching her. I tell her stuff with details, tell her again and again. Tell her face to face, remind her through phonecalls and emails. What is there to forget and not to do? Why must she pretend to be the victim of my cruelty and make it reflect so so badly on me?

I must constantly remind myself not to trust anyone.

DO NOT TRUST ANYONE!

Do not put my heart and soul into helping people that are not worth it. Just take care of myself and do my own stuff and worry about myself.

No one is going to appreciate all the hardwork behind the scene...No one!!

Wish I could cast 'Obliviate' and erase this horrible memory....