With a heavy heard I am writing this, after flowing a bucketful of tears, my emotions are in turmoil, like hurricane. I read someone’s status on fb which said, if you wanna see the rainbow, you gotta endure the storm first. Oh well, I guess that aptly describes my feelings right now.
8 June 2011, who knew it would be such a day, full of phone calls and shouting.
I started the day by having yum cha session with Jimmy and Amery at SS15, releasing tension, laughing and having fun, but the rest of the day didn’t go like that at all!
I went home and continue working on the dormant company which my client was chasing me for. I did until 3am and then I really knocked out. I woke up in the morning, went to work, continue doing my feedback reports and then client called….asked me for my progress. I was like..err…I’m doing and will try my best to complete it but it is still pending my manager’s review you know!! She kept pushing and already I wasn’t feeling good. And the period didn’t help okay…
Then bomb number 2 came when another client called and asked who to send the email on loan covenant to. I was wondering why he look for me, and why is he asking such a weird question… I mean we only have one email address right….gah…so I said, just send it and we will get someone to do it. Then I asked my senior who did it the previous round, she said did it. So naturally I forward the email to E. I said, this should be for you ya! GONE CASE. Immediately phone rang, JAMIE, WHO GAVE YOU THE IDEA THAT THIS IS FOR ME? I HAVE NO TIME TO DO IT. I WILL TALK TO YOUR MANAGER ABOUT THIS.
Wahahaha.. my heart sank…at that minute… I know I’m so dead…I totally had a bad feeling about it.
True enough, my manager called and ask me to do it. Wow, amazingly now I have time? Amongst all the deadlines to meet? The increasing pile of work on my desk? And I couldn’t say NO?!? Fucking bitch….
FINE. That totally spoilt my day already.
Then came the ultimatum, a phone call from the male manager, shouting again at me. PLEASE PASS THE WORD AROUND, WHEN DO YOU ALL WANT TO PULL OUT? THIS TIME LAST YEAR, WE ALREADY PULLED OUT OF CLIENT’S PLACE! AND DO NOT ASK MY STAFF TO PRINT ANY MORE THINGS FOR YOU ALL. WE ARE ALL VERY BUSY HERE, WE ARE ALSO RUSHING ACCOUNTS. YOU ALL COMPILE AND GET SOMEONE TO COME BACK TO OFFICE AND PRINT!! AND THERE IS A SET OF REVIEWED ACCOUNTS ON MY TABLE. GET SOMEONE TO COME BACK AND COLLECT IT, AMEND IT AND PRINT OUT HARDCOPY AND PUT ON MY DESK FOR MY REVIEW. IT IS NOT READY FOR FINAL PRINTING.
Gone case…After that phone call…tears flowed non-stop as I re-told the story to my colleagues…
Soft as a tauhu, I cry easily, maybe partly due to my period causing my hormones to go haywire.
Anyway anyhow, it pushes the bar to towards the UK plan….
Argh…I can’t decide!!!
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